My Monday nights for the past couple of weeks has been filled with watching Drew and the "Home Star Runner" play softball. His team is so fun to watch. They could have been cast as the "blooper" team in a baseball movie because they make the silliest errors. The softball player in me definitely comes out I want to scream out instructions to these grown men like they are little boys who don't know what to do..."THROW TO THE CUT OFF MAN, " or "FREAKING RUN HOME!" However I keep it all bottled up and just offer a supportive clap or cheer for my man as opposed to embarrasing him to death. No matter what the score is, it always proves to be a fun Monday night watching him play.
I am feeling overwhelmed over here these days.... It feels as though all the balls I have been juggling in the air for so many months are all slowly hitting me in the face. Trying to remain upbeat and remember that although I think I have full control it is really NOT AT ALL in my hands!
We are hoping to FINALLY be wrapping up a divorce her soon, having all of mom's personal affairs in some sort of an order, and get to start enjoying the warm weather with days full of weddings and maybe some traveling... in the midst of FINALLY moving from my evil house I live in now.
Thank you Lord for being the one in control as I have proven over and over again to myself I am not!
