Letter

A man came in my office that reminded me of you today.

He had a big booming voice that resembled yours.

He talked of his battle with cancer and his optimism sounded like you speaking. I closed my eyes for a minute and imagined it was you paying me a visit.

My heart melted. I miss you so much.

Do you know that? Do you know that this life just isn't any fun without you in it?

I want so badly to run to you for guidance.

I was thinking through my desire to act in an irrational worldy manner about a problem I am having and then I wondered what you would say to me.

You would probably tell me to "be Jesus" in this situation. To act wisely. You wouldn't let me make quick decisions the way others could.

You always expected more of me... I knew that. I tried and am still trying to make you proud.

Are you proud of me? What do you think of the way things are going right now?

I wish you could give me a hug today.

I was remembering yesterday how you wanted me to flush Cooper down the toilet when I first got him, It made me laugh all over again. You were always so protective.

I wonder what your reaction was when you saw my Dad come to the Heavinly Realms. If you could cry did you? Were you proud?

I wonder how you spend your days in heaven? Do you check in on me?

I love you!

Never Forget