There was a short period of lets say 2-3 weeks when things were on track, life seemed good, no big problems just smooth sailing. And I arrogantly and stupidly thought it was me.
Guess what, that smooth coasting has SMASHED into a giant brick wall.
Last night I got so sick with anxiety and stress from to situations exploding around me.
My landlords are up to their old antics trying to bully Neeley and I around again as we were waiting patiently on a house we had found to become available we found out they have way outpriced it so it's not even an option anymore...
I was sitting in a meeting for the cancer society ball discussing what I had been "authorized" to do for entertainment when a gripey old woman started running her mouth off at me...
My car has gone into the shop today so I am hitching rides all over town trying to save for my deductible whilst trying to prepare my equipment for next month's wedding and find a place to move...
I was so sick with tummy aches last night I couldn't even sleep. I am still feeling incredibly nauseas.
I then read my Jesus Calling..." LET ME HELP YOU THROUGH THIS DAY. THE CHALLENGES YOU FACE ARE FAR TO GREAT FOR YOU TO HANDLE ON YOUR OWN... CONSIDER IT ALL JOY WHEN YOU ARE ENVELOPED IN VARIOUS TRIALS, THESE ARE GIFTS FROM ME, REMINDING ME TO RELY ON ME ALONE."
Ok God. I get it. I CANT do this without you. Please guide us on your path.
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