meltdown

Last night probably one of the scariest things in my life happened.... my computer crashed. and when I say crashed I mean no bringing that sucker back. I had wedding photos, family photos, videos of grandy, all my photography stuff on there. Needless to say I went into a major meltdown!

Drew came over, tried to console me but that was not happening. He kept saying "We will figure this out." To me that might just be the worst saying EVER created. I have been told that pretty much all my life and for one reason or another have ALWAYS had to figure it out alone. He was not grapsing the severity of my situation,"I have wedding photos to edit and send out and no way to finish them now!" I cried and cried in the dark of the night in a big empty house. Hopeless.

Somehow this morning I am still distraught but trying to feel better about the situation.Then I read this...

"when you encounter rough patches along your life journey, trust that My Light is still shining upon you. My reasons for allowing these adversities may be shrouded in mystery, but My continual presence with you is an absolute promise."

This will be playing on repeat in my head all day today!